If I could be sentimental for a moment…
Without a doubt, without question my partner in life Clover is the best part of that life. I cannot imagine life without her and cannot imagine I’d be the person I am now were we not together. She’s taken some of my sharper edges off and I’m better for having known her. I’ve also caused her to be a bit more like me in some ways, you may debate amongst yourselves if that’s a good thing or not.
Our lives in and out of kink are intertwined with who we are and everything we do to such an extent it’s all just aspects of who we are and in all of those aspects she is a part of my life and who I am, who I’ve become.
She loves me and wants the best for me. That’s something amazing for me. Something very precious that makes life so much better. I want the best for her too. I so very much want for her to be happy and perhaps selfishly I want to be a cause of her happiness.
When it seems people are mad and the world is going crazy we have each other.
I’m generally an up and doing kind of person and Clover’s usually got a todo list the length of your arm but between us in a morning warm together in bed there is a beautiful stillness where the world can go hang and the world can wait ‘just a few more minutes’ until we have to get up and get on with the work of the day.
This is a love letter. One that could only be sent in the internet age. One where I don’t just tell you how much I love you but where I want everyone to see it and know that you make me feel squeezy inside.